Had my frist paper today, just woke up from a nap (yeah,1130PM). Another sleepless night again. Falling sick soon i guess. Or already sick liao had been sneezing non-stop the rubbish bin is choked full of used tissues! :(

Really cannot wait for exams to finish!!!! Uni is really.... demanding. Physically and mentally. And im not as energetic i used to be! Im turning old alr. Not like old fogey old but i JUST feel it. O well guess its just part of life~ But never expect me to feel it so soon!

List of what Im gonna do and feel like doing after the exams.

 1) Clubbing! I sound like some chao clubber but PLAN ALR im gna go clubbing with tomnom!!!! Lele got us freeeee passes! Free things are always awesome!

 2) Keep going out so i can wear my new clothes. Omfg my wardrobe really has alot of shit coz i had major TB spree and just went BKK! Not to mention that my scumbag sister slim down ALOT (Like ALOTTTTTTTTT) so she keep buiying clothes which i can somehow fit sometimes! :( and :) coz shes smaller than me but she has the spending power to buy clothes! I have so many outfits in my head! Coz i suddenly had like a BOOM of blazers in my wardorbe....... Um guilty lol but i want a floral addition! Vest or blazer also okay! Lovin' my ah-ma clothes~~~

 3) Read manga!!!! My zai NV 101 is gna be unleashed during the 3months break! Computer computer cimputer computer manga manga manga manga manga STAYHOME FOREVER. (kinda contradicting my 2nd point but whatever)

4) Hope to get a small break overseas. ANywhere is fine really! Exxxxciting news is that mum might be going Melby so maybe i can hop along and go find ah BOH????? Woot its would rly be v awesome if it really happen! Most probs gng Muar to visit my auntie and relatives! Short break from the urban city life of singpaore and just nua there. Once again contradicting Point 2 coz Muar i wont wear nice clothes and Point 3 coz Muar is rly quite ulu pandan might not have internet access :X

5) Get all my camp shit done. Nuff' said there will be no elaboration just hope my group will cooperate zzzz

6) Wanna work but doubt will have the time! Maybe short part time jobs??? But honestly i hate doing sales that kinda shit. I dm helping out at events though! LOBANG??????????

 7) Cook myself a nice meal. Yah only for myself. Not really into baking which are for the masses coz it involves waiting and washing alot of cutleries and i bet alot of ppl are gna bake so...... Yeap so im gna cook! Always wanted to like buy a piece of salmon fillet or somesort then put on the grill and sizzle BAM!!!! I have fucking fantastic salmon fillet. LOLLLLL or some potatoes thing or some eggs tingy. Or just open fridge and see got thigns just whack as usual!!!

8) WANNA SEW!!!!!! Wanna learn how to alter my clothes or shit. Doubt will have the time boohoo.

9) EAT ALL THE FOOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Gna be so fat and broke but eff it alr!

10) Play soccer keep fit! Futsal babes???? :D

 i h a v e n o i d e a a l r e a d y s o i m g o i n g t o s t o p : )

And then,

I prefer to pen down my thoughts. Or to tell people that I trust and understands and will give differing opinions. Be it a few, rather than all or none.

Sometimes its just very unfair............

New trend #MIND................

I realise i need to be a WHOLE LOT MORE FUCKING SENSITIVE.......

Okay i like to say what i want and what i like without think through my brain. Not that it's wrong and usually i dont mean any harm and usually didn't cause alot of casualties in the process but then somehow when i dig deeper or people suddenly enlighten me about certain issues, i feel like i had a #MINDFUCKED.

The whole process is abit like this
1) Me in my carefree / gossipy / optimistic / free of worries mode.
2) Talk talk talk gossip gossip ask ask ask.
3) OH.........................................................................
4) MIND FUCKED.

Okay lah it's a bit hard to understand i know this feeling myself best. hahahahahah it's a sudden realization of certain stuff and then i looked back and realise that these kinda situation had been happening around me and then i was like....... OH.......................

Why can't i just remember these itsy bitsy gritsy stuff sia.

Or why can't people just forgot about these..........................

KNN late night cannot think of shit, gna listen to some good music.

AND ANYWAY, today met boobs and bitch to go eat @ hatched!!!!!! I LOVE EGGGSSSSSSSSSSSSSSsss. The food was good!!!!!! The mash potatoes is like orGaZZzzzZ. And then to tom's paletter for Ice Creammmmm which i imprmptuly went for a interview but the pay was .......... wait for it............. #MINDFUCKED $4.50!!!! Hahahahhahaha idk whether should i take it up nOrtttt but maybe i wont i will go give tuition woooooo~~~

End imprmptuly here as well

Back to blogging maybe?

Hi everyone! Life is fruitful lately! Okay not exactly.... I'm having this awesome 4 day break from work which im supposedly to be AHEM COUGHS BE IN SHEARES CAMP BUT AHEM COUGHS MIRACULOUSLY IM NOT IN SO I CONVENIENTLY AHEM COUGHS DIDN'T TELL MY BOSS so here i am lepaking so late into the night recently.

And wierd that these few day i didn't make any arrangement to go out but when im working 5 days/week i had to go out when im not working almost nearly EVERYTIME. Hmm yeahhhh but i think i can get used to this life of relaxation JUST DONT LET ME GROW FATTER OH PLEASE.................... I need to do some decent excercise, first off my list is the bunch of fats i have waist down honestly im very jealous of people that have nice and skinny legs WTF WHY ARE THEY SO BLESSED SOME MORE PLUS PRETTY AND RICH AND SCENE wtfug life is so damn bloody unfair.

Okay i've drifted away as usual hahahahahaahahhaahhahaah maybe i've decided to go back to blogging? So many of my friends reopening their blogs and i was inspired to do it. I think this will die down after awhile(uh just look at my tumble and my infinite other websites i own to stalk people HAHA) but i think will keep me occupied during my term of umemployment. Will try to post pictures so i can rmb what i did though most of the pictures i will cope from FB which is alr sort of a memory BUT I HAVE CONSIDER THAT ONE DAY FB WILL FALL DUE TO A BUG AND MUAHAHAHHA ALL STUFF GONE!!!!!!!!!!!!

KAyz i'll post recent shit i've done recently yeah but today is a day of lepakness!!!!!!! Meet Shanna to go eat 1 for 1 @DTE and then took a long bus ride to TM to meet hanle whr we shop around and went to eat STUDENT DEALS at Swensons. I AM STILL A STUDENT FYEAHHHHH STUDENT CARD FTW!!!!!! Its serisouly the best thing on earth like KFC cheap movie cheap everything also got student benefit one kayz! Even though i have 2 exlink card at home and i can totally surrender one and take my money back, but the risk of losing my exlink card is WAYYYYY HIGH. Can someone just break my record of losing my ezlink card 7 times please.

And then we jsut sit in Swensons and just talk and chill and tai tai our lifestyle away like always!!!!! Talk lotsa nonsense HAHAHAH and then Shanna left to run (WHY ARE YOU SO HEALTY????) so me and Hanle went to wa;lk ard more and we bought coloured contacts!!!! Mine is Maxi Maroon and hers is Ring brwon if i didnt' forgot! Hahhahaha but hanle rmb her degree wrongly so she didn't get ot try! I tried and it looks kinda awesome! Maybe i'll get addicted to it! NOW I WANT TO TRY A LIGHTER BROWN! Mine is sort of an ornagey dark brown hmmmm hard to describe lah.

Life rocks as of now i hate making decisions of which uni i want to go and im gng Kuching and hope i can persude my parent to let me go BKK PKLEASEEEEEEEEEEEE CROSS FNGERS

Hello hello hello long time no blog, too occupied with -squintsface- workkkkkkkkk.

I thought i had got used to work, like I thought i had gotten used to school after 12years of education, but i still hate waking up in the morning and feel nothing like P.Diddy. Well I have gotten used to the customers screaming at me part, but seriously when my manager reprimanded me i just totally want to give HER/him a bitch slap.

Okkkkkk should get used to it but ughz it wouldn't be such a turn off if she/he hadn't had such a red face and is so not fat and so not bitchy and totally knows how to do their stuff so their damn customers wont come back and dispute................ Like I always say when you point a finger at someone 4 points back to you, but uh-huh I'm just a small tiny worker so I just gotta shut up...............

Hhahahahahahhaha shit I AM SO FREAKING WHINY AND TOTALLY IN A BITCHY MODE RIGHT NOW IT'S BEXOMING FUNNY HAHAHAHAHA

I hope no more of us are leaving I'll be uber sadzxxzx and sianzxzxz wahlauuuuuuuuu.

Anyway Life has been good without work! Like those uni applicaiton is finally gona and i feel so skrewed for doing the last minute and not applying for any shit kinda financial aid/scholarship and like phew it's closed so i dont spend every other hour thinking whether i had chosen the wrong course anot!!

Then recently i met up with XDD and before that Pannn! :) Yay i dk how long i nvr see her and it feels good to feel the same with her, comfortable. Then i kinda met the soccer girls(only 6 of us heehaw) for H's birthday! Then BLACK THE STUPID PIECE OF SHIT WHICH IS LIKE BANGLA BLACK NOWWW LOLLLLL and Elain came and visit me at work! Iw ant to punch stupid Ameliaaaaaa WHAT MY HAIR SO THICK HAVE YOU LOOK AT YOUR HAIR!?!?!?!? HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAh IT ONLY LOOK NICE......... FROM FARRRRRRRRRRR. Then i met up with yug reubs shanna hanle for Ikea! DIAM DIAM CKAE NOM NOM NOM LAUGHING WITH THEM IS MY BEST REMEDY! :D

Gonna meet Kooooo and shanna later!!! :)
Chatted with Pan from BKK ytd night!!! OMG SHE WENT FUCKING MAD HAHAHA.

Okay whatcha long post! Dk when;s the next time i gonna blog here whee.

Anyway yay i have whatsapp!!!
Which is like awesome coz it's so convenient and that way I WILL NEVER FORGOT TO RPLY ANYONE HAHA

Im watching One Piece now and im crying like shit Mr.2 Bon-Chan :'''(

"Even in the depths of hell, blooms a beautiful flower of friendship, leaving it's petals as momentos, bobbing back and forth on the waves. May it one day bloom once more, the Okama way, in the Okama fields."
-Mr.2 Bon Clay

Late Night

Hi long time CoHeaven! I'm so shocked that i no need to sign in again despite not being here for like monthssssss. I still remember my last post being new year resolutions I THINK (nope i nvr checked!). Sign okay not really keeping to them D: very very very bad for studies.

At least im trying and making an effort to study. Not at my best though since i think my Fish Wrangler >>>> studies! Damn zzz ikr why cant they make studying like fish wrangler!!!

Owell sometimes i hate late nights it'll get me thinking esp when i on the TV and turn to MTV which give me non-stop hits to the morn. September by Daughtry playing now

All the things I still remember
Summers never looked the same
Years go by and time just seems to fly
But the memories remain
In the middle of September
We still play out in the rain
Nothing to lose but everything to gain
Reflecting now how things could've been
It was worth it in the end

Very meaningful. And i like spetember yayyy cause it's my bday! BHB hahhahahah butbutbut i have prelims omagawdzzz. Good thing is that my last paper ends on my bday! and i'll be celebrating with my 1yearold cousin!!!!!

Anw i have many things i wna say and blog about but who knows who still read here? Maybe none but only myself checking here back in a blue moon but the internet is always a scary place (coz i like to stalk pretty girls and ppl i dont like so i can have a bitchfit about them HAHA). So thats why i NEVER post too much stuf on my open blog. Did i say open? I meant my ONLY blog sorry hahahahaahhahahahaha i suck lah lolololol.

So yeahhhhhhh CLUB CANT HANDLE ME PLAYING!!!!!! You know i know how, to stop and stare as i zone out~~~~~ i love it man!

oya late nights always get me missing ppl i havent seen/talk properly/catch-up/eat dinner with in a very very very long time :( sign i mizz u u u u u u u u u u and u u u u u u u u u u